I’ve Been Thinking … We Shouldn’t Fear Being Alone
I’ve Been Thinking … We Shouldn’t Fear Being Alone
We all feel lonely at times. I have a family member who calls herself a hermit—she doesn’t really feel the need for much in the way of companionship. But I sense that there are moments when she feels lonely. I know a guy who jokes about not wanting or needing friends. Yet I don’t know where he would be without his dog. I have hundreds, if not a thousand, phone numbers on my contact lists, and tens of thousands of “friends” on Facebook. Yet there are moments when I feel alone.
Loneliness is the feeling of sadness that comes from a sense of social isolation—from feeling alone as though we have no real companions with whom to share our life.
Loneliness is not the same as solitude. We all need solitude from time to time. Not long ago, I went through a stretch without any evening meetings—unusual for me. By the third evening, just as I was settling into the living room, attempting to strike up a conversation with my wife as she was trying to read, she said to me, “Isn’t there some ministry that needs you tonight, or someone you need to visit in the hospital?” We both laughed, but her comment revealed something I’d missed. I was intruding on my wife’s alone time.
We do need times of solitude, but we are also wired as human beings for companionship—for people we can share our lives with, talk to, listen to—people who care about us and enjoy being with us. Whether you enjoy a rich web of relationships today, or find yourself standing alone in your kitchen too many nights, wishing with all your heart that someone you love was coming home for dinner, we all will struggle with the fear of being alone at times.
What’s interesting is that technology can help us stay connected, but it often leaves us more isolated than in the past. We speak in 280-character tweets and short text messages but often at the expense of hearing each other’s voices, looking into each other’s eyes, or experiencing the touch of another person. When things are going rough, we send our friends a sad face emoji or a text message expressing sympathy and consolation, but an emoji can’t take the place of a hug.
In an article in The Atlantic titled “Have Smartphones Destroyed a Generation?,” Jean Twenge, a professor of psychology at San Diego State University, describes young people born between 1995 and 2012 as the iGen, referring to the fact that most of them, even those raised in lower-income families, will have a smartphone as they grow up. Twenge notes, “It’s not an exaggeration to describe iGen as being on the brink of the worst mental-health crisis in decades. Much of this deterioration can be traced to their phones. . . . The number of teens who get together with their friends nearly every day dropped by more than 40 percent from 2000 to 2015.”* It might appear from Twenge’s research that the loneliness epidemic is just getting started.
In light of all of these factors that play a role in developing and maintaining meaningful relationships, how can we overcome loneliness, and live without fear of future loneliness and of being unloved?
People who fear loneliness tend to interpret social interactions in the most negative way possible. If someone doesn’t respond to my e‑mail within an hour or a day, it can’t be because they were busy or missed the e‑mail; it must mean they don’t like me. If someone walks by without talking to or looking at me, it can’t be because they are preoccupied; it must mean they are mad at me. If someone is in a bad mood, it can’t be because they have other problems; it must mean they don’t want to be around me. I know so many people who have these thoughts; occasionally, I’ve had them myself.
As with other fears, part of what we’ve learned is to examine our assumptions in light of the facts. We’ve also learned to recognize our catastrophizing tendencies, to choose not to jump to conclusions, and to assume the best instead of the worst of the other.*
When I was in college, I sold women’s shoes in a department store. One day, a couple came into the store looking at shoes, picking up various samples from the display cases. I stood behind them and said, “Hi! Can I help you find something today?” But neither responded. I waited for a few moments and asked again. Still no response. I waited a few minutes more and asked again. Still no response! I found myself getting irritated. Did they think so poorly of a shoe salesman that they didn’t even feel they needed to reply? We sold expensive women’s shoes, so I figured they were wealthy people who thought they were too good to speak to me, a lowly clerk, until they wanted something.
As I stood there stewing, the couple turned around. Only then did I notice that they were communicating to each other in sign language. I had jumped to the conclusion that they were intentionally ignoring me, but obviously, they hadn’t heard a word I’d said. I realized that I was the rude one, having not shown enough respect to approach them face-to-face.
Often when we feel lonely or fear being alone, we tend to do the opposite of what is needed. Instead of reaching out to others, or going out where others are, we withdraw in fear.* It feels easier and less painful to isolate ourselves. And it almost guarantees that our struggles will continue. One of the commonsense responses that address this kind of fear is simply to reengage with others, no matter what that might feel like at first.* If your struggle is intense, and you find yourself regularly wrestling with loneliness, you might want to talk to a pastor or therapist in your community who can help you evaluate what’s not working in your attempts to develop friendships and to develop a personalized plan for how to do this.
Reprinted (or Adapted) from UNAFRAID: LIVING WITH COURAGE AND HOPE IN UNCERTAIN TIMES © 2018 by Adam Hamilton. Published by Convergent, an imprint of the Crown Publishing Group, a division of Penguin Random House LLC.